Let me feel you in these crystals

Let me feel you in these crystals

yes the black clouds are here .. its the dark weather which is again making me crazy , the cool breeze which is purifying me..

In childhood, i used to jump in these rains.. ,, used to make different faces in these clouds..
but now, when each droplet is touching is my head,, takes my mind to just think about you ..

,, yes I want to hold you .. in these thunders showers,, I want to embrace you..
once again trying to make those faces in these clouds ,, but why i am getting a single face this time...


I know you need a cuddle baby,, here's your man standing, opening his arms and welcomes you in this rain..
each droplet on your face making you more beautiful,, the wet hair shedding droplets making me feel alive,,

ohh see the lovely wet lips,, i want to kiss them.
come here my sweetheart i want to feel you,,
want to love you in these showers,,

and i wish it never ends, may it brings disasters, may it ruins everything in this world,all I want is to end up this all leaving you and me behind..
I know its a dream but I want to live this dream,,
at last I just want to thank the black clouds that gave me a little happiness,
 I held you in my arms and slept..

"sadness kills me
and i don't want to be killed till i'm breathing" ..

-vaibhav sharma

Think Impossible, Make It Possible
-Vaibhav Sharma

if nature wants it, accept it with a smile.. :)

i have a tree planted outside, 
was asking me today , why are you sad ??
i answered, there is a girl , i love to watch her smile,
i love to care for her and i don't want to hurt her ever..
but i know one day , a stage will come when she have to leave because of he world's boundings etc etc.., but then what about me..because i don't have the courage to face that departure, that's impossible to think about this 'life' word without her.........
the tree after listening me ,smiled silently and answered, look my body, there are numerous leaves on it, but sometimes the flowers come and i get the responsibility to take care for them.. 
but see kid, that's nature, the flowers are beautiful, loving but i can't get along with them throughout my life.. at last, a day comes, when they have to leave me as per the god's orders,, and again i am left all alone with the thousands leaves only.. 
But still, as i can't change the god's rules and policies, i just thank him for sending me those pretty flowers who taught me several simple ways to reach happiness,, and leaving a colorful patch in my life's chapter ....

aankhen malte hue har lehar ko dekhta hu ,,

kyu har  lehar bar bar ek hi sawal puchti hai 

kyun har bar takra kar chup c reh jati hai,,

har roz , ik kiran umeed c jgati hai..,,

par fir kyun har baar is andheri raat ke aangan mein kho jati hai....

sochta hu  har din ,, aaj to mera ho

par fir kyun teri yaad mujhse hmesha jeet jati hai...... 

i miss you sister

no, its not a system,
i don't consider it as a system..,
where it is written to break all the bonds and go.
where it is written to leave behind all your relations..
no, that's not done, i miss you sister..

we played, we grew up together..,
and when i came to know about this world , why you are going..
see, am left all alone, with the toys we both made, with the games we used to play..
how can you go in a family that wasn't yours, how can you say them yours when we are standing here..
i don't know, what all it is, may be things will work better for you .. ,,

but i miss you sister , u really mean a lot to me........   

my these lines are about those children, who want to play their violin of life,,,,
want to pull the every string of happiness , joy...
but the family problems , the fights,, the anger are ruining them.....
destroying their adolescence , and slowly killing them ...


others laugh , play,, and enjoy those childhood shoutings  ...
but they ., they are only ones , who only keeps frowning ...
so here's a child , who wants to live ,,
wants to say to his family,,
that he also wants that blissful time,,
he also wants evryday to shine.......


"please let me feel that silence".....


please i want to live mom ..
please i want to live dad..,,
that's my violin ,, please don't break it, dnt throw it...
its my childhood , pls dnt kill it..


let me pull that string ..,,
all i need , are just the wings...,,


others call it a happy time..,,
but why it's hurting me all the time..


please don't do this,,
if you are our god,, thn why u do this..??
we are small , we are adolescent,
we also have some dreams like others..,
so let us complete them ....


m over with these fights now..,,
m over with these shouts now..,,
pls let me feel some silence..,,
if we were pampered when we were born,,
then why we are left to be killed now..,,




we get up in dark , we listen to your howlings..,,
you abuse, you hit,,
but please, we still have our heart same as our fist ..
its weak , its scared..,,
we can spend our nights in street ,,
we can happily accept your abusive teachs..,,
but please, atleast the other day let us feel the morning preachs.,,,,


others play mom ,, others spend,,
others love.. , yes, its the blend..,,
but yours' bond making me weak ..,,
yes m afraid of love now, nd people call me a freak ....


you are our god,, you are our everything....
just a simple request to you ,, that doesn't seems to be like iron ...,,


"pls let us feel the silence ,, we are the kids ,, let us play our violin" .........

will miss you

yes they were the two moments which made me feel alive...
yes they were the two moments, which brightened the lights.....


that two moments. which came like a fire,,
burnt all my pains,, made me feel alive....
hold my hand and showed me the path full of  hopes...,, 
but why that hand is not here now...
why that sweet voice is gone now......


once again m lost .. 
once again m shattered... 
what i can see beyond ,, is not that what i desired...


yes you are strong,, yes you are vehement 
but all are not like that 
,, yes am weak sweets  ,,
yes am feeble....
look inside me, its completely vulnurable 
...


Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
not happy??
no more pretty??


The way I act
Makes me seem happy
It makes me seem fine
But look into my eyes


There's all  you ..........






feeling tired , feeling weak 
with all the pain you do not seek ...


is this the end of our story  ??or is its the test of my patience,??
whatever it is , as i said you , i will keep my promise...
will never come again .... will never say your name....
decide , what you want to decide,,,
nd its again a assurance, i will be your side...


yes that dim lights are again surrounding mee...
again m alone, facing this cold,, 
all the way alone,, 
with no one to hold...


but if its ur decision, it will be obeyed happily.....
if it clears your way ,, it will be applied surely....
so here's a *good bye* from my side.... 
just a simple request -save those moments spend with me for your nights.... 

Thanks

A past isn't needed for a good relation , she told me..

a long time isn't needed to get addicted  she told me..

i don't know, from where she came,

i don't know what was her intentions..

but a simple concept to live this life , she told me..

yes she is the one , who takes care of my emotions ...

yes she is the one , who is worried of my every relation....

don't know why i care for her 

don't know why i want that charming smile to stay along with her ..

what was the assess of my lonely life , she told me....

yes she is adorable,, yes she is lovable 

and what i found gained after every meet ,,

god , she is more gorgeous ..

is she a godly creature ??

or is she a example of purity of nature..??

ohh ,, what she resembles , is the one i have heard about an angel ...,,

thanks for all the advises and the brave mind set ..,,

thanks for lending me your ears when i was upset ..

a writer , pen or these words can't describe her ..,,

and what i simply want, is just to stay always behind her .. 

don't know what is happening to me,,

but just want to live the life that my sweetheart told me......