my these lines are about those children, who want to play their violin of life,,,,
want to pull the every string of happiness , joy...
but the family problems , the fights,, the anger are ruining them.....
destroying their adolescence , and slowly killing them ...


others laugh , play,, and enjoy those childhood shoutings  ...
but they ., they are only ones , who only keeps frowning ...
so here's a child , who wants to live ,,
wants to say to his family,,
that he also wants that blissful time,,
he also wants evryday to shine.......


"please let me feel that silence".....


please i want to live mom ..
please i want to live dad..,,
that's my violin ,, please don't break it, dnt throw it...
its my childhood , pls dnt kill it..


let me pull that string ..,,
all i need , are just the wings...,,


others call it a happy time..,,
but why it's hurting me all the time..


please don't do this,,
if you are our god,, thn why u do this..??
we are small , we are adolescent,
we also have some dreams like others..,
so let us complete them ....


m over with these fights now..,,
m over with these shouts now..,,
pls let me feel some silence..,,
if we were pampered when we were born,,
then why we are left to be killed now..,,




we get up in dark , we listen to your howlings..,,
you abuse, you hit,,
but please, we still have our heart same as our fist ..
its weak , its scared..,,
we can spend our nights in street ,,
we can happily accept your abusive teachs..,,
but please, atleast the other day let us feel the morning preachs.,,,,


others play mom ,, others spend,,
others love.. , yes, its the blend..,,
but yours' bond making me weak ..,,
yes m afraid of love now, nd people call me a freak ....


you are our god,, you are our everything....
just a simple request to you ,, that doesn't seems to be like iron ...,,


"pls let us feel the silence ,, we are the kids ,, let us play our violin" .........

will miss you

yes they were the two moments which made me feel alive...
yes they were the two moments, which brightened the lights.....


that two moments. which came like a fire,,
burnt all my pains,, made me feel alive....
hold my hand and showed me the path full of  hopes...,, 
but why that hand is not here now...
why that sweet voice is gone now......


once again m lost .. 
once again m shattered... 
what i can see beyond ,, is not that what i desired...


yes you are strong,, yes you are vehement 
but all are not like that 
,, yes am weak sweets  ,,
yes am feeble....
look inside me, its completely vulnurable 
...


Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
not happy??
no more pretty??


The way I act
Makes me seem happy
It makes me seem fine
But look into my eyes


There's all  you ..........






feeling tired , feeling weak 
with all the pain you do not seek ...


is this the end of our story  ??or is its the test of my patience,??
whatever it is , as i said you , i will keep my promise...
will never come again .... will never say your name....
decide , what you want to decide,,,
nd its again a assurance, i will be your side...


yes that dim lights are again surrounding mee...
again m alone, facing this cold,, 
all the way alone,, 
with no one to hold...


but if its ur decision, it will be obeyed happily.....
if it clears your way ,, it will be applied surely....
so here's a *good bye* from my side.... 
just a simple request -save those moments spend with me for your nights.... 

Thanks

A past isn't needed for a good relation , she told me..

a long time isn't needed to get addicted  she told me..

i don't know, from where she came,

i don't know what was her intentions..

but a simple concept to live this life , she told me..

yes she is the one , who takes care of my emotions ...

yes she is the one , who is worried of my every relation....

don't know why i care for her 

don't know why i want that charming smile to stay along with her ..

what was the assess of my lonely life , she told me....

yes she is adorable,, yes she is lovable 

and what i found gained after every meet ,,

god , she is more gorgeous ..

is she a godly creature ??

or is she a example of purity of nature..??

ohh ,, what she resembles , is the one i have heard about an angel ...,,

thanks for all the advises and the brave mind set ..,,

thanks for lending me your ears when i was upset ..

a writer , pen or these words can't describe her ..,,

and what i simply want, is just to stay always behind her .. 

don't know what is happening to me,,

but just want to live the life that my sweetheart told me......